:'(

sakit kaki...

Macam insaf sekejap..

dah xnak tendang orang laju2 lagi dah.. :'(

Dah banyak ari rasa..

tapi skit2 je..

skg nk jalan pown dah gaya tempang jew..

adusss....ngat buat2 xtau nanti2 dy okey sendiri..

tapi xpown

p/s~nak suruh org urut pown takut merbahayakan beliau je. Kang xpasal2 si tukang urut tu kena tendang free, TER tendang dy laju2 plak... =)

Xde Ke??

Tadi Nadia datang ngadu dy xde stokin nak pkai pegi pejumpaan ko-ku eso.

Terdiam kejap...

pikir..ada x dalam drower, kot boley bg pinjam kat dy

Errr....jap2. Skali lagi???

STOKING??? Sarung kaki??

Adakah?? Macam...

Cepat2 carik dalam beg..[huhu..beg pon xabeh kemas lagi]

Kak Long pon xdak stoking jugak la Nadia..aduss..

Lagi parah bila pikir2 balik..sportshoes or even sneekers sebelah pon xde.

Dalam beg yang dh siap kemas kat umah.

Hurrmm..selamat sungguh la jawabnya..

aci bantai pakai bally sh0es baru tu je la..

Perjumpaan untuk first briefing je kot...

Rasanya xde kawad lagi..kalo xmau berlubang la Cik Kasut tue..

p/s~xsabar nak camping off-campus nanti =)

Starting new

Hari ni registrati0n for my sec0nd sem...sec0nd life though..
Kena cari kasut bertutup la bagai nakregister ounya pasal..
Adusss...baru sedar xda langsung kasut bertutup dalam keta tue..
Dari Melaka actually dah try survey kasut bertutup..
Abes satu JJ Ayer Ker0h dah tawaf..xde jugak yang berkenan..
Dah sampai Penang lagi sekali tawaf JJ hampir x jumpa jugak..
Hampir2 xdapat jugak...
Design yang dah aku suka mesti size la...abeh stock la bagai..
Dugaan betol...Tapi memang my family dah paham sangat
Rasyiqah Raihan memang sangat cerewet pilih kasut...
Kalo kasut dah bur0k sgt pon xkan beli baru selagi xjumpa yang berkenan..
S0 diorang dah memag paham sgt kalo i said nak cari kasut but then end up xbeli pape
dah tau la sebab pe...
Tadi pon Puan Along dh gaya penat gila teman me to find my sh0es..
Kali ni dah desperate sgt coz xde kasut bertutup nk gi kelas...
At last terpaksa beli jygak sebab I really have no choice but to buy s0me..

p/s~ skali sekala nak manja2 ngan korang tolong teman beli kasut... Credit to Cik Fify and Puan Along tadi. Budak bilik lagi dua xtau pi daftar UiTM mana...xnampak batang hidung lagi. THank GOD ada Alya kalo x mau nangis first night tid0 sorang...=) GUDNITE

Rise & ShiNe

Oh wary heart of mine
It’s time to Rise and Shine!
Let go off the past and do not take a U-Turn
Live the moment of your choice
Rewind the past only to learn
and deafen the hurting noise!
Oh wary heart of mine..Rise and Shine!
Pray God for the strength to face
Open up and stay awake…
He’d shower blessings with lot of grace!
Give your heart & soul and do not repeat the mistake!
Oh wary heart of mine..Rise and Shine!
Be a world to someone and help them smile
Life is all about helping others
Make their stay beautiful and worthwhile!
After all they are your sisters and brothers!
Oh wary heart of mine..Rise and Shine!

Tom0rroW Will be BetteR tHaN t0daY

its midnight and
my eyes just staring at the wall opposite
no sleep, no dreams,
i sit and watch the drama
unfolding before me;
like an empty canvas
waiting for an artist
i wait in anticipation
wondering when and wondering why;
i did all i could,
so i believe so,
what is happening is beyond my grasp
and i can only watch as a mere spectator;
a mere spectator in my own life
one moment its all the way up,
the next its hanging in balance,
the tension is nerve wracking;
patience is all i have
and patience is all that i need
as i watch the things unfold
and let things take shape at its own pace;
i waited a long time for this,
so what difference it is going to make
to wait a little bit more
but for how long should i be the villian in my own life;
i wish i could answer all the questions running in my mind,
i wish i could end all the battles being fought inside,
i wish i do not have to wait for long
i wish, i hope and i believe
(maybe) tomorrow will be better than today...insyaallah.. =D

R0ad II

The road to success is not straight
There is a curve called Failure, 
a loop called confusion,
speed bumps called Friends, 
red lights called Enemies, and
caution lights called Family
But if you have a spare called Determination,
an engine called Perseverance,
insurance called Faith, and
a driver called ALLAH,
you will make it to a place called Success!!

Read more: What It Takes To Succeed, Inspirational Poems

The Road Not Taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I marked the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference. 



BY~ Robert Frost


p/s~ recalling literature poem time.....hurmmm form bape ntah...

How should...

Hari nie....Since  semalam I thinking of sumthing..

I'm might not be the right pers0n to talk bout this  matter

but still.. this is just what I'm thinking about this issue..

I not totally agree that career might affect happiness of a family..

Terfikir gak ape perlunya aku tulis entry bout this???

Saje je..my Incek Belog is my only medium to talk freely b0ut what I feel..what I think =)

Pernah dulu banyak kali jugak, since sec0ndary scho0l lagi

bila senior or other people tanya bout my ambiti0n

they will said that

"Susah bila pmpuan nak jadi architect nie...tambah2 bila dah ada family. Time bujang xpala."

And even time aku 0rientasi time form 1 pon abg faci pernah gak 

kuar soklan

"apa pendapat bila org cakap couple yang kerja engineer/architect/doctor wont last longer? Mesti senang nak bercerai?"

Then skg ni situati0n yang aku dapat observe ialah x semestinya kena kerja hebat baru ada punca

divorce pasal kerja..

even ada somebody yang aku kenal, kerja biasa pon still jadi issue..

Kebetulan kes ni si husband xpuas hati bila wife dy balik kerja asyik nak tdo..

Si hubby mula nak ungkit anak2 asyik makan air tangan dy ja.

Yela, diorang masing2 kerja. Kebetulan la wifey dy kerja bershift..

bila shift malam...9mlm-7pagi

of course balik kerja nak rehat jugak. 

Dah before pergi  kerja penat melayan anak2 kecik2 yang menang 2 3 org skali 

nak minx didukung di layan sentiasa..

Sedar atau x kal0 cik wifey dy x kerja agak mustahil life diorang sekarang ni

boleh kategori agak selesa sebab aku rasa gaji si hubby tu x la hebat sgt..

Bukan issue gaji kecik or besar yang nk didebatkan

Tapi sedar atau x tanggungjawab untuk memberi keselesaan and memenuhi keperkuan

ke;uarga tu tanggunggawab SUAMI as head of the family..

Patotnya rasa bersyukur dah sebab si wifey dy tu sanggup susah payah

kerja untuk tolong ringan beban dy..

kerja bershift lagi..bukan senang tu..

atau dalan kamus dy xda relate yang semua tu sebenarnya adalah sebuah PENGORBANAN

Bukan tanggungjawab kita pon org pmpuan nak kerja..

Kal0 org yang tau hukum..

even memasak pon BUKAN kerja isteri kat umah..

Patotnya hubby kena siapkan maid or xde maid hubby sendiri kena buat..

S0 dah jadi typical MALAYSIAN or even dunia sekarang pon yang jadikan house chores as

TANGGUNGGJAWAB WAJIB GOLONGAN WANITA!!

Tapi sebenarnya x p0n..

Dulu masa memula kawen pon dah tau cik-bakal-wife tu kerja camtu

xde jadi hal plak..

Skg bila anak dah mas0k 4 mula nak bagi hint ala2 biaq anak2 terabai

S0, memg bukan issue kerja ape yg jadi issue utama kot..

Ke...bila dah lame2 kawen tu feeling or meter of trust between the c0uple akan reduced??

Ntahla...

p/s~dah macam ter em0 overdose palk tulis entry nie..MAybe sebab i know that pers0n for a long time dah..so agak terkilan bila jadi hal camni. Pape pon hopefully xde pape yg x elok jadi. Budak2  ber-4  tu pon kecik2 lagi...

"Ku moh0n pada Allah sekuntum bunga segar, Dia beri aku sepohon kaktus berduri...Ku minta pada Allah binatang yang comel dan cantik, Dia beri aku seekor ulat berbulu...Aku sempat protes, marah & kecewa...betapa tidak adilnya ini semua...Namun kemudian, kaktus ini berbunga cantik sekali, ulat itu merubah menjadi rama-rama yang indah.....Itulah ketentuan Allah...yang sentiasa kena pada waktunya. Dia mungkin tidak memberi apa yang kita harapkan, sebaliknya mengurniakan kita apa yang kita perlukan..Kadangkala kita merasa sedih, kecewa, putus asa, marah...namun sebenarnya Dia sedang merancang sesuatu yang lebih baik untuk kita... . Sesungguhnya dia lah yang Maha-MEngetahui...=) "

Bahaya x??

Tadi post dah kat fb bout my right eye yg dah dekat seminggu berkelip2

risau..ye la kot2 la

petanda pape...hurm..

slalu sgt akan terjumpa jawapan yang mingle in my mind

bila berlaku kecelaruan @ tanda tanya bertindan dalam kepala..

cam tu gak la kali ni pon..

bila post kat fb..jawapan merapu banyak la...

satu pon cam payah nak caya..

tapi dalam blog kaka nadya ada la sikit pasal tu..

tapi kali ni kes abg aqib yg berkedip mata..

" kalo kedip mata kiri maknanya nak nangis..

ada orang dekat nak meninggal..

kalo mata kanan plak maknanya ada org jaoh nak datang umah..."

tapi tu suma xda kepastian pape..

sekadar dengar2 cakap orang...

at least takat nie blom jadi pape musibah melainkan

result exam yang amat "memberangsangkan" segala urat kepala..headache

Hopefully xkan ada pape x xbest berlaku..

Harap2 semua org tersayang....
[TER yang sangat sayang or yang sayang secara x sengaja]

berada dalam keadaan elok2 je...Aminnn....

p/s~ Alhamdulillah boleh berlapang dada kali ni even dapat tau result exam sgt menguji.... By hook or by cro0k i'll change for good next sem =) n0 regret..maybe rezeki aku di tangguhkan Allah..Insyaallah

********

danke für mein leben in berührung möglichkeiten, wie sie vielleicht nie erfahren

p/s~ =) =) =) 

My mak angkat

Rasyiqah Raihan

&

Fairul Asmadi

Bila Bosannnn

Kat umah bila bosan.....


"Kak, kita harus buat sesuatu nie...Aku bosan. Ada apap dalam fridge? JOm masak jom..."


"Nak masak pa?"


"Pasta"


"Spagetti or macaroni??"


"Spegetti oraite gak"

Bahan2

Spagetti
oregano
tomato puree
Sikit sambal tumis (resepi Melayu)
bawang putih
bawang merah
udang (ikot suka kitaorg nak letak jugak)
isi ayam (minced)
minyak masak

planta sket~ kacau ntok xnak kasi spagetti melekat je

Potong ayam kecik2 before blend

Da siap... =)
Jom makan

p/s~ bahaya bila bosan asyik makan

Dah tau =)

=) =) =) =) =) =)

Btol kowt...

Abang pernah cakap..

"kalau kita ingat kat somebody tue..

at the  same time dy pown ingat kita jugak..."

Betol ke??

xtau...tapi kan..

past few days teringatkan Deva..

then one day usha wall fb yang dah berabuk tu nampak la

Cik Deva ni komen

lebih kurang time my mind thinking of her...

pelik..tapi benar..

Sumpah x tipu nie...

"siqa...i miss u sweet lady :)"

Am I sweet??? o0o0o0o..jangan..

diabetes gue nanti..=)

Ni baru sweet...sweet memoir time site visit kita

kat Sg Tekala dulu..

Hahaha...credit to Lee sebab belanja kiaorg eskrim nie...

See...xboley jadi abang la Lee ni..

Harap umor je tua...adessss

p/s~ Konon2 je site visit..tapi dah macam pergi berkelah da...waterfall, main air je la...

Cuti...

Syndrome cuti..

can't be said as bosan though..

cant also be said as rindu-gila-nak-pegi-kelas..TIDAKKK!!!

tapi lebih kepada dah xtau nak buta ape kat umah

syndrome yang terjadi bila dah lama sangat 

xjumpa member2 gila nak merapu..haishhh..

At least bila cuti dapat jugak lepak sama rebina2 nie..

p/s~ Dah boley start final countdown x......hurrmmmm..

The lost piece

Xnak buat tajok yg same..

even content entry nie lebih kurang je..

nanti kena cop buat plagiarism plak

My lost pieces... =)

Not only mine..

but u, he, she, they...it..(dah gaya blajaq BI balik da nie)

For me..boley je nak list nama lain bagi my lost piece  ni..

Mr Right..

Incek Soulmate..

bla-bla-bla....

Macam ni la kot..

Lost piece yang boley completekan kekurangan kita
The one yang akan tego bila kita buat silap...
akan tolong tongkatkan bila kita jatuh...yang bukan sekadar mencari kesempurnaan dalam kekurangan
tapi boleh buat kita "rasa" sempurna when he/she is by our side...

Hahaha..entry ting tong yang dah beku 

xtau nak merapu ape..

Even cuti pon lately xde bnda menarik nak merapu..

Tapi xpenah lagi pikir deep pasal Mr Right or even Incek Soulmate

xjumpa lagi pown...

sebabbbbb.....sebab xcari =)

Aku berpenyakit sebenarnya...

Philophobia - Fear of falling in love or being in love.

[dari dulu sampai skg...masih xhilang2..]

p/s~xpakai wiki pown xpa kot kan.... oooppssss.... =)

You-Know-who

To you who really wanna know

U win...

then next sem claim adiah..

Xsempat nak bagi pape last time..

Here they are...

mR. McFlurry

Incek sarkastik-overd0se

Mr. Sunshine??? ( I did call u once)

Chekgu??? err...

Abg bodyguard~ hahaha

and...abg driver berhemah t0o...

p/s~ada lagi yg x listed ni..but then dah xsempat. Nanti add lain...Btw, thanx again..4 everything..=)

Sue-She

To puan Along yang mcg pasal terlupa nak copy resepi sushi ni ari tue..

hope dapat jumpa seaweed yang halal & berjaya buat sue-she tersebut dgn jayanya..=)

Bahan-bahan ( sekeluarga )

• sea weed
• 1 mangkuk besar nasi lembut dan panas
• 1 sudu besar cuka makan
• 1 sudu besar gula
• secubit garam
• untuk inti;
• telur dadar (nipis)
• timun (di buang pulun tengah)      

~campurkan cuka, gula, garam ke dalam nasi dan gaul rata. 

~basah kan skit hujung sea weed dan gulung habis

~proses yang sama , letak nasi dulu, sea weed, inti dan gulung akhir roll dengan bijan yang telah di goreng tanpa minyak. 

Depends Along nak letak telur dadar je or boleh gak tukar letak tuna. I'll prefer tuna...yang dalam tin untuk makan ngan sandwich tu pon boley...Timun pon lagi sedap kalo guna timun Jepun. Yang Ckah tunjuk Along time kita beli barang ari tu...

p/s~hopefully jadi first trial nanti..=)

Scratch Me...

Orkut Scrap Toys

Jejak Kasih

Tadi before balik mak cakap jadi jugak nak singgah Selama

nak pergi jugak bawak kitaorang

jumpa Cik Kaq, Cik Noi and Abg Fairul

~olalala...betol2 x engat pernah ada abg dulu

yela..time tu kecik sangat lagi

setahun lebih..

blom pandai cakap pon lagi..

Tapi sedey sgt bila dapat tau Cik Noi tu sebenarnya dah 

meninggal since 8 tahun lepas..

ta0n 2005...2 ta0n awal dari arwah tok..

sama2 dalam bulan puasa..

Sungguh..kitaorg xtau..

mak n ayah lagi la terkejut..

Cik Kaq tu ckp dh try kol time tu tapi xda sapa angkat

maybe tu time kabel tep0n umah kena curik

Dah tertulis xdak rezeki...
nak buat mcm mana..

p/s~ Al-Fatihah ntok arwah Cik Noi..even kakak x engat pape pasal dulu2 tu, tapi bila dengan Cik Kaq tu rasa dah macam ayah sendiri tadi. Kalo ada Cik Noi mesti lagi best, sebab mak kata Cik Noi sangat peramah..Nanti la upload pic lama ngan Cik Noi, kna scan dulu..=)

Home sWeeT h0me =)

Reaching home almost 3pm...

Heaven...

Rumahku syurgaku..

yeap..syurga dunia...

Such a relief bila boleh golek2 atas my own bed..

jumpa my adik2...

Alhamdulillah even kejap (2jam) at least dah dapat melepaskan rindu kat adik coky..

sampai pkol 3 then pkol 5 adik dah kna balik hostel..

"adik, cakap la....."

rindu nak dengar adik cakap..

"xdak idea la nak cakap pa..."

Aduss...adik aku sorang neyh...(-_-")

######################

TERjumpa...

Jenlajan bosan here and there..
site by site...
searching for new song..
then terserempak ngan a catchy song -------> INSOMNIA
Xtau plak ada lagu camnie...

I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love
But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush
Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up
When you walked out, said that you'd had enough-nough-nough-nough

Been a fool, girl I know
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time, you'll change your mind
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more
Oh i stay up til you're next to me
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Remember telling my boys that I'd never fall in love, love, love, love
You used to think I'd never find a girl I could trust, trust, trust, trust
And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us
But now I'm sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up

Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know)
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time (time), you'll change your mind (mind)
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah), Feels like insomnia ah ah

Ah, i just can't go to sleep
Cause it feels like I've fallen for you
It's getting way too deep
And i know that it's love because

I can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

A....dusss

Penat...

tapi xboley tido..

bosan..

sebab semua orang dah tid0...bila sebut semua orang macam banyak..

Ok..dispecifickan di sini

l

l

V

Puan Along dan Ziela dah tido..

yeap..tinggal kitorg ber3 je skg..

3 makhluk idop tolak Charlie plus ulat2 lampu...

semua org dah balik..

Thats why I'm stuck with boredom..alone

dah tu xley nak tdo pulak..

Incek mata ni dah seminggu mogok xnak tido malam..

Kalau ya pown nak shift time agak2 la..hatt0iii

p/s~ kalau Cik Farah ada kompem x bosan yang membunuh macam nie..Beliau sangat pandai buat saya geram tahap cipan, suka mengusik...siap dangdut free lagi...dan sgt sweet when it comes to our songs translati0n session...=) ~~~~~Miss u la Cik NUR FARAH AMIRAH