Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Pencelik Mata Pembuka Hati

Done reading bout kisah
Arwah Siti Hajar Ahmad Sabir.
Sedih.

......
Mati itu sesuatu
yang paling pasti terhadap
setiap yang hidup.
Masanya "unknown".
Mungkin kejap lagi,
malam ini,
esok pagi...
ataupun sesaat lagi.

p/s~ Aku takut mati. Aku belum bersedia untuk menghadapi kematian. Tetapi juga belum berusaha sedikitpun menaruh bekalan untuk dibawa bersama kesana.....

Tuesday, January 29, 2013

Alteration

Skirts and seluaq semua 
nak kena alter.
Ladies slacks yang  xde belt space
memang kena jahit lain la.
Kalau dah asyik londeh-londeh
meleret-leret seret sampah.

p/s~ MAIN POINT: Saya nak balik rumah mak ayah saya!!!

LeLaH

Saya letih,
tapi saya sedikit lapar.
Saya pilih untuk hibernate
memandang belom bersolat Isyak.

p/s~Makan pon tidoq, xmakan pon tidoq!So, jangan makan lagi.

Thursday, January 24, 2013

Old-album

Reviewing photos
in my collections.
Most of them stab violently 
inside....
After a moment then I realized
that I've hurt so much by
those memories..

Thought that I dont care...
Thought that they was'nt affect
me at all....
But actually not.
It was way, way, far wrong
that what I thought.

Life must go on.
I've no effort on changing things
to be better or same as before.
It is me that dont want to do so.
For me, the peoples involved
are matured enough
to made their decision,
who will stay...
who will walk away....

I'm never asking anybody to leave...
I'm not leaving...
And I will not leaving anybody...
But I wont stop you...
I'll respect your decision,
I've no objection of your choice.
As for me,
there will be no turning back anymore.
Once you leave, never mind
to come back.

p/s~ Termembebel pulak (:

Wednesday, January 23, 2013

Bau-bau bahaya!!

Charlie mula menampakkan diri.
Sem ni azam nak protect diri sebaik mungkin!
Biaqla sem lepas dah cukup azab
tahan sakit,
berparut berpeta satu badan!!
Please la Charlie jangan
sampai aku declare musuh 7 keturunan ok!

SOPHIE Malaysia : Starter Kit

Waiting for SOPHIE
starter kit!!
Please la cepat sampai...
Agak excited nak mula nie (:

Ini SOPHIE Paris

Sekarang dah ada SOPHIE Malaysia dahhh.
DAh masuk second issue pon.
So far taste aku yang cerewet ni pon
macam banyak sangkut jugak
tengok design beg, kasut, baju, jam.
Sebab harga ok so berani jugak la
menyimpan perasaan (:

p/s~ Mari cuba try test tengokkkkk (:

Tuesday, January 22, 2013

Saat Lafaz Sakinah

Heningnya
Sunyi suasana
Lafaz sakinah bermula

Apa rasa
Diterjemah hanya
Sebak abah tangis ibunda

Adalah aku wali puteriku
Serah kini amanahku ini padamu
Nafkahilah dia curah kasih dan cinta
Lebih dari yang ku berikan kepadanya


Dulu esakannya sandar di bahuku
Tangisannya kini ku serah padamu
Bukan bermakna dia bukan milikku
Fitrahnya perlukanmu
Jadikanlah dia wanita syurga
Mengerti benar akan maharnya
Taat itu bukan hanya pada nama
Indah ia pada maksudnya

Ku akur
Akan pesanmu
Puterimu kini amanahku

Iringilah
Dengan doamu
Bahagia kami dari redhamu


Sumber : http://www.liriklagumuzika.com/2010/06/lirik-lagu-saat-lafaz-sakinah-far-east.html#ixzz2IffPdLWW


p/s~ Rindu rumah sebenarnya. Rindu ayah...rindu mak..rindu rumah...rindu bilik sendiri..Homesickness.

Monday, January 21, 2013

Mamalia

Adik serumah pegang tangan,
pastu cakap 
tangan kak Ckah panas!!!
Hahahaha....
tak terkejut pon,
Selalu jugak tangan burning camtu.
Reply short kat dia,
Kak Ckah kan mamalia (:
hot-blooded kan....

On the spot teringat kat
Incek Reptilia yang selaluuuuu
je sejuk tangan (:

p/s~ rasa tak selesa.......

Ombak Rindu bukan sekadar drama biasa

Baru perasan something once my friend
dah mention "macam Ombak rindu pulak!"
Tak teringat langsung scene tu.
Izzah kena lempang just sebab
Hariz ingat Izzah pregnant!
Padahal pe0d pon.

Yeap, sometime memang time pe0d
pon rasa loya gila.
Rasa nak muntah tiba-tiba.
Bukan takat rasa, tapi memang betol2
keluar segala isi perut pon.
Tapi in real life tak rasa
dramatic sangatla.
Kau kalau dah period pain tahap
cipan, pastu tak selera
plus tekak meloya pulak.
Kena study lagi sebab test dah beratur
tunggu turn..
Memang tak best langsung pon la kan?

Tapi tak pe la...
Macam aku bukan every month
dapat rasa nikmat sakit pon.
Kadang-kadang sangat,
especially kalau delay 3-4 hari from due date.

p/s~ sore throat to0..belom serak je lagi....

Mace-mace

Having my lunch now
with tekak yang sakit!
Minyak banyak dan nasi masih jelantah.
Sabaq je la.....

p/s~ banyak complain pulak...

Serius la??!!!

Aku yang tak betol ke ape?
Camne boleh telinga macam
terdengar je music dari motor pakcik
yang biasanya jual eskrim kat taman tu?
Music Paddle Pop tu...

"paddle pop...paddle pop...super super yummy!"
Kat dalam campus??
Sejak bila?
Ada kat bawah tu now.
Rasa dah nak berlari kebawah dah..
Psycho punya pasal.
Padahal kat c0op pon jual eskrim..

Saturday, January 19, 2013

ZzzzZzzzzzzz

Mengantokkkkkkkk dahhhh!!
Lately dah terbiasa tidur awal..
So sekarang otak dah pening lalat..
Nampak bantal je....
-_-"

Thursday, January 17, 2013

Part 3

How I wish men can
definitely try to feel those kind of
uncomfortable feeling and
emotion just once.

Then I let u talk/ comment/ complain!

Part 2.

Premenstrual symptoms are a natural part of the menstrual cycle, affecting most women at some time during their lives. If your body doesn't react strongly to its monthly hormonal changes, you probably have mild premenstrual symptoms or none at all. But if you have one or more mild to moderate premenstrual symptoms that disrupt your work, relationships with others, or sense of well-being, you are said to have premenstrual syndrome (PMS).
PMS symptoms vary greatly from woman to woman and cycle to cycle, and they can range from mild to severe. Some women note that their symptoms are worse during times of increased emotional or physical stress. Of the more than 150 symptoms that have been linked to PMS, the most common are listed below.

Behavioral symptoms include:
·         Aggression.
·         Withdrawal from family and friends.
Emotional and cognitive symptoms include:
·         Depression, sadness, hopelessness.
·         Anger, irritability.
·         Anxiety.
·         Mood swings.
·         Decreased alertness, inability to concentrate.

Part 1


You may notice that the severity
 and pattern of your PMS
symptoms varies from month to month
You may also stop or start having
 PMS symptoms for
no clear reason.

Just once.

I'll make sure you just see
that 'another me' once.
There wont be 'another me' again....
in front of you.

Just people with talent.

I dont have that talent.
I wonder how other girls do it
by themselves...
I just cant!

I can braid my own hair..
Lenguh seyh!!!

Considering

To hear of Ayra,
my cousin with short-simple name
even give her baby name that short
then I'm considering to give my own
a short name too if my future hubby
definitely have a long name of his own.
3 words can be said as to0 long
since 2 words already declared as long itself.

p/s~ Just so that my children wont be in dilemma to cut their fathers name if in case that there wont be enough space on their school book for the 'NAME:"______ .

4-letter-word

My cousins just celebrating
his newborn daughter yesterday
and already been given name.
only 4-letter-word.
Nice.
Easy to remember.
A.Y.R.A

Yeap!
Ayra binti Asnan.
so still nama ayah dia menang 1 huruf (:

p/s~ Respectable (:

Wednesday, January 16, 2013

Doa rindu

Subhanallah feel like a miracle (:
Semalam bangun tido je around 
2 a.m seriously teringat kat my ex-lovely-roomate
cik Nabilah Zulkhornian.
Teringat yang baaaanyaaakkkk sgt.

Kitorang dah lama pon tak contact.
Masing-masing pon busy.
Jauh pulak tu.
Tapi tak contact bukan bermakna lupa.
Tak jumpa bukan bermakna tak ingat.
Instead, selalu sangat ingat...
tak pernah lupa.
dan tak mungkin dapat lupa. (:
Kami bersahabat kerana Allah.
Permulaan yang ikhlas...

Around Christmas in 09.

Cik nabila yang baik hati bawak  jalan gi Time Square.
Keluar berdua naik train.
Semua kedai pon masok
sebab bab jalan n shopping
kitorang memang satu kepala.
Lenguh kaki or penat tak wujud dalam
dictionary kitorang (:
******

Sekali bukak FB pagi tadi nampak
PM from Nabilah Iela (:
Terkeduuuuu....
mcg tu pkol 3.04 pagi tadi!
Haaaaa...magik x?
Memang tadi tu terdetik jugak kat hati..
Semoga dia pon merasai yang sama,
alhamdulillah, sampai jugak rindu aku kat dia (:

Actually ada proper doa pon
tentang rindu-rindu nie...
Doa rindu Nabi Yusuf & Zulaikha

“Ya Allah, sampaikan salam rinduku kepada _________(nama penuh insan tersebut) sehingga aku menjadi kerinduannya…”

Surveying Lab

Survey kali ni tak lab sangatla.
Sebab kitorang satu kelas,
satu bas pergi site.
Tajok kali ni Levelling, so
tempat yang paling-paling
sesuai ialah Mengkuang Dam!!!(:

Seronok!!
1st time sampai.
Padahal bukan jauh pon.
Dari 1st sem dah dengar nama tapi x pernah sampai.
Alhamdulillah dapat jugak
jejak kaki kat sana.

Tengok reading ke
teropong ape???? (:


Semua pon tekun (:

Seluas-luas tempat pon boleh
nyaris-nyaris berlaga bontot.
Kat sini memang kawasan tak rata.
Berketak-ketak..
(ketak2 ke?)
Tapi memang naik turun la,
thats why Mengkuang Dam ni
jadi site pilihan ntok buat leveling.

Penat jugakla buat levelling 
for 100m.
2m for each intersight.
and change station for every 10th meter.
Mau dua gulung meter tape jugakla...
Daripada kat bawak bukit,
naik bukit, puncak bukit sampaila
kat bawah sana bukit balik (:
Tapi sangat menarik.
Mungkin salah satu sebabnya 
yang best pon kitorang
at least dibawak keluar dari kampus ni secara
percuma selain ke PERDA (:

Sampai kampus almost 12.30
Pukul 2 test pulak kat PERDA.
MAlam habes pengsannnnnnnn (:

Morning!!!

Morning sunshine (:
A very good morning to MY sunshine :)(:


Tuesday, January 15, 2013

Getting heavy!

Mata dah makin berat!
Sumpah tak larat nak celik.
esok test lagi!!!
Belom study pon.
Please bersemangat Cik Ckah (:
Sekejap ja..

*Jangan lupa pasal itu...

Monday, January 14, 2013

Ini bukan mengadu!!

Ini bukan satu aduan ok.
Juga bukan satu pemberitahuan...
This is just a mumble of myself
that I want to express to Incek belog.

I am hungryyyy!!!
Definitely.
Makan banyak jugakla hari nie.
Nasi lauk ayam for lunch,
after class at 5.40 p.m
kena makan dulu jugak.
TAk boleh semayang lagi sebab
nanti laaaagi tak khusyuk.
dah la Hari2 biasa pon tak khusyuk sgt.

Then I have hot MILO and half of choc bread
cap pasar malam semalam.
Choc bread with extra banana essence!
Quite weird but still sedap (:
Alhamdulillah.

Sekarang dah lapaq balik.
Aishhhh..
Macam mane nak kurussss neyh??
ok, tarik nafas dalam2,
ingat nak saving for Langkawi,
nak kurus!!!
*padahal malass turun foodcourt

p/s~ Please behave ye incek perot, do help me on  my diet plan (:

Tests Week

Just printed design Appendix
for test this week.
I thought there just covered few pages
but the sekali print
sebijik buku jugak la keluaq!!


Sunday, January 13, 2013

Its Very Easy To Hurt Someone & Say
"Sorry"
But Its Really Difficult To Get Hurt & Say
" Its Ok

Fresh Air

I am definitely need
optimum fresh air.
I feel as I cant think properly!
Tend to overcharge -ve
charge within myself.
This is not good.

Then mari membelanja
diri sendiri with some
free-fresh air of satu petang
di Permatang Pauh today!!!


p/s~ Blue is calming, but green always refreshing (:

....

How I wish to get a simple
small kitchenette right now.
I dont feel like eating nasi today.
But Im hungryyyy.
Already ate 2 couples of Cream-O..
and I wish to have just sandwich..
or anything else other than nasi...
-_-"

Saturday, January 12, 2013

Collections!!!

Dah lama gila peram benda ni.
Kalau anak kucing tu,
dah besaq boleh beranak anak lain dah.
Punyala lama...
Collections of trip on Nov ('12)I think.
Masa tu Syidah belom abes SPM lagi.


Ke kanan sikit!



Ke kanan lagiiii....
Centralization (:

Dulu kecik2 sibuk bising
bergaduh bergusti dalam kereta sempit.
Now bila dah besaq total silence!
Senyap gila-gila-gila.

Untung dari awal aku dah port tepi.
Selalunya memang tempat aku kat tengah.
Senang nak sua kepala
ke depan sikit, kacau puan emak yang mengantok,
teman sembang dengan ayah
kalau ayah mengantok.
 
Benda ni memang senyap je.
Tak berani habaq.
Kalau dah kena kepung dengan dua
rasaksa ni memang kalah la~
Kalau depa tau mesti kena delete habes ni.
Tak market la 
tidoq macam tu...

*as a kakak, I think both of them are 
ugly but adorable (:


p/s~ Siblings are not just a comfort crying shoulders, but super-duper comfortable sleeping shoulder too (^_^)

Friday, January 11, 2013

Skid resistance

Untung lab ni tak perlu berjemur (:
Last week punya highway lab actually.
But I just have a long,
packed and hectic week so
tak sempat nak update on the dot.

Set up instrument.

Test ni actually ala2
ntok determine resistance macam
tayar kereta kita dengan
3 types of road surfaces,
smooth, medium rough which are
divided into another 2 group
wet and dry condition.

Collaboration 

Set up instrument.

Benda ni simple je,
ada satu je bubble nak kena adjust.

Tuang kalau boleh
sampai banjir. (:

p/s~ Buat eksperimen memang menarik, part report tu yang tak berapa menarik.




Thursday, January 10, 2013

Dedicated to Mr F




What you see?
It is not just 1, 2, 3...
It is 1.4.3. (:

p/s~ I love you

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

Shown sign!

Obviously sem ni memang 
memberi kesan yang mendalam
terhadap perubahan biology aku.
Bukan la tahap tumbuh halkum!
Tapi cukup la takat
upgrade kulit muka sama level
dengan buruh binaan.
Ataupun....
mungkin jerawat-jerawat yang
bertandang ni sekadar tanda
yang aku sebenarnya BARU
nak memasuki alam remaja???
hurmmm...mungkin~

p/s~ awal remaja? At the age of 22? 

Keep Walking!

Dah habes blurr xtau nak buat
tajok ape dah..
Such a long long day...
Penat?
Boleh tahan....
Letih?
Mestilaa....
Mengantok?
Tak pulak....

Hurmmm....boleh tahan gagah
jugak la kami2 yang 14 hours straight
kelas hari ni.
8 a.m meet 10 p.m.

Ada jugak la 43.728 %
rasa macam nak pi kelas
pakai pijama je -_-"
Bukan ape, bajet balik kelas
boleh terus cium bantal je.

p/s~ Rinduuuu incek Belog~

Monday, January 7, 2013

9 Years Back

I had been knocked right on head!
A friend of mine
accidently remind me of our anniversary of 0408 Batch.
We are the 12th Generation of SAINA organization.
We had been knwon as
WELVEGENOZA...
But we just end up with an 
replaceable name...
SUPERMASSIVE XII

Gala Dinner
"Summit of Endless Nostalgia"


Sports Day '08

Coir Merdeka (kot...xengat)

Berkemas after sport day

Jamuan Raya Aidilfitri '08

Rebina (:


That was us.
Today is the 9th anniversary of us.
The same date 9 years back
I registered at SAINA.
Given a lovely adopted sister ,
kak Tikah.
Being assigned in the same dormitory
with my BFFs
Yana, Dayah, Che Sue, Sya,
Ruwaida, Yus, Murni..

Family members <3 td="td">


I learned half of the way being a girl there...
I learned the meaning of true friends..
The friend in need is a friend in deed...
(Ke terbalik ntah..heeee)

Big family of us

p/s~ miss the unreturnable memories of those days (':



Sempat lagi

Busy mane pon..
penat terkelepek pon..
mesti sempat lagi rindu kat Mr. F.

p/s: I miss you (:

Sunday, January 6, 2013

ALONG

A.L.O.N.G
Along!!!

Mamat pakai maskot Along ni 
Beto Khusyairy rupanya!!!

Beli dahhh!!

Malam dua hari lepas semak betol!
I'm almost drowning in
my own papers.
Paper test, notes, past years questions
and macam2 material lagi la...

Ni lepas dah susun sket.


Semalam dah beli dah
multi-pocket file (:


Program 5S

Baru nak buat tajok gempak sket.
Pasal gotong-royong kolej je pon.
Ada moto ntok sem ni..
________ Towards Earth
ke ape benda ntah bunyi dia.
Missing word tu sampai sudah tak jumpa.
Tanya adik2 housemates ni pon
pakat xleh nak recall.
Sorang khusyuk ble pig (FarmVille)
sorang dok layang Twitter..
tetiba gua masok line tanya memang xleh nak ingat la (:

Benda ni mula pkol 7.30 PAGI.
Ulang sekali lagi, PAGIIIIIII !!!
Dan hari ini pagi  SABTUUUU !!!
Memang la sayang nak clash ngan bantal,
tapi bila dah roomates and housemates
sekalian dah berkobar2
diturutkan jugak la.
Ni baru first kupon aktiviti aku sem ni.
Malas gila nak mengumpul,
dah besaq, tak minatla nak collect2 kupon bagai.
Cewaaahhhhhh...

&.34 a.m depan PI


Sekali xdapat hostel jangan nak meraung ok!
Tapi berani ni pon
sebab memang tau siswi UiTM Penang
memang kompem dapat kolej
sebab dah 3-4 sem berturut2 SEMUA 
siswi memang dapat dok dalam kampus.
Untung pagi tadi kejap je.
Hujan.
Hujan rahmat (:
Alhamdulillah.

Hujannngggggg!!!


Patotnya memang kena dengar dulu
ceramah 2-3 round,
padahal benda sama ja tiap2 sem.
Congak2 setahun mau dua kali dok
hadap isi yang sama..errghhh!!!
Bila dah hujan, ucapan pon dipendekkan,
aerobik pon cancella!!
Hehehe...bukan dia la nak
aerobik terkedek-kedek pagi2 buta
depan Pusat Islam tu ha...
BAik ajak pi semayang Dhuha.
Untung2 rezeki bertambah.
Hat nak masok pertandingan kebersihan bagai
tu kot la ada rezeki boleh menang.

Ok, bebel panjang pulak.
Gambaq gua sna[p pagi tadi hilang sebenaqnya!
Takdak pulak dalam memory card.
Adoii....sembunyi kat mana la pulakkkk!!!
Malas nak cari.
Biaq pi kat dia.
PAdan muka aku entry xdak gambaq...
sheishhh~~

Friday, January 4, 2013

Pagi2 lagi dah terasa betapa sweetnya Allah kat aku. Semalam tidoq awai. Niat nak bgn semayang Isyak lewat sket. Siap kali incek boss kejutkan tetap xdak kekuatan nak bangun. Kuat sungguh godaan syaitan tu.... lagi pon before tidoq memg x set alarm macam selalu. Atas dua keyakinan, incek boss memang akan kejutkan and I certainly feel confident that Allah has His special way untuk bagi aku sedar dari kematian yang singkat, kalau itula kehendakNya. After 2.30am aku x bgn jgak. Tapi set gak la timer sejam setengah. Tapi nak dijadikan cerita timer sendiri bunyi x sedaq. Syukur Allah kejutkan dengan alarm roomate. Tu pon dah 5.24 am dah.... Alahmdulillahh. Tapi beliau pulak yg x bangun2 pon.....

Thursday, January 3, 2013

GoodNight

Smile wide.
Go0d night.
Seeking for a long-packed day
tomorrow (:
8 a.m - 6 p.m

Every time I feel depressed 
upon this tiredfull  Thursday
HE always give me ease..
widen my way..
brighten my path...
Saving my energy...
I feel blessed....
Alhamdulillah

Off to bed. 
Hoping for my baby besaq
can sleep well tonight,
no more hidung hingus (:
Miss him already.
Nitez.

Wednesday, January 2, 2013

Is there any....

First time rasa nak consume
ubat penenang!
Bukan yang nak laloq2 tu
tapi nak bagi bertenang.
Kurang gemuruh.
Kurang semak.
Haiy0!!
Ni bukan takat selirat berbelit,
tapi dah tahap....aishhh
malas lah nak pk nama tahap apa!!!

Semak

Boleh tahan semak jugak hidup
gua malam nie!!!

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Short Meeting

Having a short meeting with an 
ol' friend of my secondary school.
Introduced him to my special someone (:
Tadaaaaa...Incek Boss
pon join sama ikot reunion.

Happy becoming bday Che Duan.
(15 Jan 1991)

Brunch at Pizza Hut,
perut sampai tahap seret lantai
punya kenyang.... XD

Having blast playing bowling together
even though bola aku
asyik masuk parit ja. (:

p/s~ There will be another special day a month from now (:

Whattttttttheee????

Heeeeeeeeeee....hari ni 
mood nak basuh baju tu menjenguk awal.
Semalam dah teringin nak
basuh tapi macam tak
raji nak main ayaq sangat.
So postponed dulu.
Pagi ni celik2 mata terus 
angkat tong sabun main tuang ja.
Dah masuk ayaq,
gonyeh-gonyeh skit rendam kejap.

Elok half an hour later,
masa tengah mengelamun hadap
mirror masa menyental seluar trek
Aku suddenly shocked!
Terbeliak jugak biji mata
orang dalam cermin tu.
Paused sat 2-3 saat.

Astaghfirullahalazimmmm.......
Dah salah amek sabun cuci seyh!
Adoiyai...sumpah malu kat diri sendiri.
Ni la bahana feeling2
rumah tak hilang habes lagi.
Aku dah tersalah angkat
sabun roomates daaaaaa -_-"
Kebetulan sabun dia sama
spesies dengan yang pakai kat rumah.
Hailaaaaaaa...
Cik Ckah guna sabun orang tak habaq!

Aku guna benda ni...


Ni kat rumah punya...
a.k.a yang aku amek x mintak izin tu...


Macam mana boleh terlupa
aku dah transfer from the big fat purple bottle
tu dalam benda biru nie.....
Masa tengah terkejut tu,
botol biru nie tengah geletek jari kaki aku je.




p/s~ sorry roomates, nak ganti balik masok botol tak comey pulak. Satu liquid purple clear lagi satu milky blue...nanti kite ganti ek. Sorry....




Journal? Or else?

since past few weeks ago
I've been thinking the idea
of posting entry related to my course
mainly to generate my interest towards
Civil Engineering field.
I just just dont know what to share.
It might make this blog
tend to be a journal of my study-days.

Actually there were so many interesting
stories to be shared.
Stories of our lab session, lectures,
tests, group works da da da...
But I still lost the entrance.
Should I tell here how we were
doing Highway lab this afternoon,
by the roadside under rain,
counting for the vehicles along the road
for the Running Speed and
Speed Volume study?
The story could be extra marvelous 
with the incek2 yang gatal
waving us with the smile konon bergula
tapi buat yang tengok rasa extra geli je.

Ok. stop dulu kat sini.
I'm deadly sleepy but still wish to
have few pages of my new bedtime story. (:
Nitez world.

p/s~ Hoping for a brighter day tomorrow. Meeting an ol' friend with my beloved boss (:

P/S~ I love You

Sometimes it's about living life one letter at a time...

I just borrowed this lovely book
from the library yesterday morning.
Baby's of Cecelia Ahern
Suggested by a lovely and romantic friend of mine.
Cik Farah Amirah of course (:

This is a sad story of Holly Kennedy
and her late husband....
which is also her childhood sweetheart,
 a bestfriend and a soulmate.
But nobody can't help
when the death do them a apart....
Gerry died at thirty leaving behind
Holly with overwhelming grief knotting her stomach.



But without expecting anything from the dead,
Gerry actually left his beloved wife 
with a bundle of notes, 
gently guiding her lonely life without him
all signed with
'P/S~ I love You.'
And then with some help 
from the other Holly bring back
the wise Holly as a braver women than before.

* I just cant wait to finish up reading this old novel
(I bet there so many of people out there knew bout this
novel and might even watch the movie starred
by Hillary Swank and Gerard Butler
since this book had been published on 2004)

p/s~ I love You..........


It was 3 years..

It was three years since it happened.
My first time.
And hope it will be my last (:
Accept it just as my memorable experience...
the one full of hikmah..
lessons of life....

Ahlan wasahlan 2013
*I'm gonna turn 22nd this year..
like seriously???????